Tuesday, 17 March 2009
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looking back
Oh wow. It's been a while, hasn't it? Well, I'm not dead and I guess I'm always to lazy to type stuff on Xanga or my bouts of emotional stress or whatnot doesn't occur when I want to type on Xanga.
I look back at my old, older blogs and they seem so dark and depressing. Haha...
Life's fine, I suppose. School's alright, I guess.
But it is rather depressing when someone [coughkyracough] takes me for "granted." I don't like being taken for granted. I want to be there for everybody when they need me. I like being relied on... And I curse myself for my stupid softness. Lost like 2 pens this year because I lent people them. Gahhhh... To strangers, nonetheless. D:
And I don't like being pushed around. But I guess sometimes, it's too easy to push me around... Sighhh. But I'm learning. I'm gonna get braver and stuff so I can stand up for myself and my awesome friends. Those fools that they are. ♥
And I also want to term someone 'bitch' in a friendly way. o_o In a kinda loving way. xD I don't think anyone would let me though? =3
Haha...
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=) thanks for the advise on my sleeping problems. But nah, i don't think its b/c of daylight's savings. I've always had the problem of waking around 5am for no reason, dispite daylight savings and all that. =_=" I've had this prob for 3 years....its really annoying.
xD and Yeah, you should check out Knowing. Its worth the money, xD and I don't say that about movies often. But it is worth the watch.
If ur gonna toughen urself out, be careful. =P u don't want to become this cold sholder type of person to ur own buddies. X) But yeah, stand up to those dirt bags! =D lol, i can never call any of my friends a "bitch" XD we all share the same meaning of it...and its the bad meaning too. XD